Lúnë

Today's title means "blue" pure and simple.

Not much of a writer these days, at least not online.

So... paying double rent, ratbastard chickenshit of a renter moved back home to Pakistan on very, very short notice. Fuck him, and that I mean in a bad sense.

Can't afford new sword which I desperately need. So bad, in fact, that I don't want to practice more iai until I have one. It is waaaay overdue.

Am soon off to buy something nice for the weekend. Unless I chicken out and feel the economy says so much no that I die if I do. Which it does, I think.

The weekend of iai was awesome, despite doing something really bad to my knee Saturday afternoon.

Now have all the papers I need, mostly, for the course, so am trying to get back on track and do three months work in one. Ethnoarchaeology will give me nice perspectives but AUGH some of the stuff I have to read...

And... I think that's it. Sent an entry for the Black Library contest, and am writing a lot at the moment. Painting little tin figures as well, and drawing. And reading. Being creative. Which is great, and helps keep the moodswings at bay somewhat.

All upset that Idraz and Gwynne won't come to Kastaria this year. Dammit, guys, we've been planning and looking forward to this for two years. I know, I know... but still. So, we're bringing in the Brave Sir and Dae to the group, and probably the Malk's character will be using our house for sleeping for in-game reasons. Also, doodling around on clothes, though I don't need much in that way. Ashika, as well, is looking to be great, though I hope more people will come.

But apart from that - why am I moving back to Sweden again? We have an apartment. I could rent out the one in Visby for loads of money, and there's both work, iai and fun stuff here. I like Edinburgh. It's an awesome place. So I can't quite figure it out, why I am moving back....