Less noble, more flirty, less strict, more sultry, less innocent, more cynical. Just parts of Unseelie me.
Studying in the library was good, I got one step further. Managed to buy some stuff for Oohara-sensee. Gifts, gifts... Practice was kind of hard. I'm really happy Monia came over this time too! Me and Richard washed our dogi, careful to put the pleatings exactly right before hanging the hakama up to dry.
And that was today, basically. Except for my smile. I'm rather, no, very pleased. And very flattered. I like the... appreciation. The feelings.
Yeah. The feelings. The positive ones. The awful angst that smacked me in the face the very last seconds of the dream, for example, was NOT appreciated. FRRR. Bleh.
Moon shines, and I dance. And fret over all the things I need to do before Thursday afternoon!
On that note. Thursday. AAAANGST!!! I need a pear. Now. Argh!
12:35 AM
Oh. Because THAT wasn't expected. FUUUUUUCK. Things are fucking up with the grading. They really need the papers in Japan and I haven't heard a whisper from the Swedish Kendo Federation in a bloody week. FUCKERS. Maybe I can ask them to fax it to Kuriyama-sensee?
Sleep now. And no tardiness tomorrow. I've got Things To Do >.<;;;;
One more pear, please. The angst is thickening.
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