Next in line

I didn't get up as early as I hoped, but I was well in time for the lesson, which in its turn was good and gave us all, I think, advice and help on the way with the essay. I gave father back the rifle case and hugged youngest brother. I also made an effort towards socializing (practice and school are excluded since they are something else entirely), which failed, but I am proud because I did actually ask and suggest we do something. I will look upon it as a step forward! Also, I did consider the act of finding more serious treatment, but maybe that costs too much, since I have a special therapist in mind.
I'm having a metal day, so Falconer sounds from the speakers. And, I love seeing how all the trees and the bushes are getting a green hue in the sunlight. I planted thyme, peppermint, some climbing flowers and other sorts. There are many new seedlings stretching their tiny leaves toward the sun from the lemon balm I planted last year, as well!

Three things that went well today:
Getting something out of the lesson. Planting the seeds. Re-warming the leftovers.

I am thankful for:
Life. The turning of seasons. The stars.

I could use some help with:
Healing again. My mental health. My bi- and poly-stuff - it's confusing and it's usually hurtful, too.