...and a wind came from the west

Hah, told me so.
No, the good period did not last any longer than one, maybe two days. Now it's all back to sihtty and egadsIwannagohome. Bah. It hinders me from doing what I should be doing, that is enjoying my stay and making hte best out of every day.

Got an unsurprising 14/20 on that last grammar too. Tche~, who was I to believe I would actually do good? And B+ (dammit, teachers all over the world... when will you get into your heads that those "+" won't be bugsiht on my final result, since they won't be showing anyway?)
But I am pretty certain I got full score on the kanji test today. Asked Aysawa-sensee if there is any idea of me keeping on like this, but she insisted I had improved. Well, yeah. Back to the level I was on before I had my three-month "break". And even then, not in any way near as good on the kanji part as I should have been.
*sigh*
I will go on. As wolf-of-moons said, "Going home now, while I would so badly want to see you, would seem like... a waste of time, as if we had 'suffered' all of this for nothing." I know you are right. I wish I could make you proud, so I will try harder.

Yes, the phonecall yesternight was a treat. One hour of babbling away with my loved one, no wonder I slept well! *sighs a shy and happy sigh*

I am a regular at Imperial-Literature.net. It is now a fact that I spend most of my online time reloading that page and reading webcomics and... um... doing other stuff. Anyway. I'm there and I like it. I am even going to join the Summer Contest, "Calling all the heroes". A little bit uncertain about some fluff and some other things, though, but Brannick said he'd help me out a little.

...I am going geeky on celtic music. I have apparently gone into that phase now, and I am pestering my neighbours in the dorm with "Tam Lin reel" and "Star of the County Down" and soon to be "Paddy Flahy's reel". And so on.

Bought me a pair of nice, smooth, clean hiheels today. They are gorgeous and I have had my eyes on them for quite a while now. I bought them grey, but as a disciple of Iwhy I will buy colour of some kind and make them black. Hah. The heels are high. I look good. Yum. And they were only 2000 Y.
And also a skirt, black of course. Didn't try it on before buying it, had no time, but it cost 1050 Y or something, which is about 65-70 SEK, so... no loss. It did fit me, though.
Tried to buy a sports bra, but ooooh no. Do they have to pad every single little fscking bra?!! *hate* Found ONE that fit me and that one made my breasts look like Idunnowhat. Tcheh~!

For some reason my inspiration is flowing! I want to make clothes, and I have just the idea... a pair of socks, some bra-straps and then we can start playing. And I want to write. I will buy a PowerBook tomorrow, I think.
Have a sickening amount of money possibly available to me, but you know what? Not even one fourth is my own. It is all borrowed. *shudder* ...it's disgusting and I feel nauseated.

Enough smalltalk. Nothing is happening, though, even if today was lovely weather with spring smell in the strong wind.