Daft

Yesterday was not very eventful. In fact, I sat in front of the computer all day.

And guess what, today was the very same. Except for waking up at half past 5 after a certain roommate had her alarm clock set on 5, and pushed snooze one times too many. I remember the sound from my dreams, then from half awake, then awake, and it ended with me cussing at her, then cussing and telling her to fawking get up and make it stop or just make it stop.
Then I slept until 12. I am finally not tired! WOHOO!!! Such a novelty, this feeling.

I have done some homework. However, the summaries of 14 and 15 I cannot bring myself to writing. IT IS BLASTED BORING da yo. I have no idea where this is going to end, but I really have to get some motivation. CSN looms, as Anders said.


Tried Skype yesterday, it was bloody fun! Talked with Typhus, a guy from the infamous #fret where I spend a lot of time nowadays. Telephone, except free and via the internet. Works fine for me.


Joints aching, especially hands. Have been writing a lot the last few weeks, guess that is it.
And, it is as they say. You really do not get any understanding because, hey, constant pain? Neh. I remember long ago, sitting on a trolley, realizing "Woah! Some of these people does not have to endure constant pain! Some of them don't feel anything at all. Wow..."
Sounds crazy, but to me it was rather enlighting. Remember, there has not been a day in my memory since... 9? 10? years ago, that I have not felt any kind of pain anywhere. Or, wait! There was that spring! Before my first "real work" that summer. I remember. I was so happy, because my knees had not ached for months.
Then... well, fuck reminiscing, it never does me any good.


Sometimes rain, sometimes sun. No idea of what to do this autumn. Will be back to island morning 4th of July, wolf will meet me at Arlanda *happy*. Feel like having an icecream right now. Like Japanese metal band Onmyouza.